Thanks you are great

Here I am still stressed out and it's a good nine hours later. Wow. Now I know this is my own fault for allowing you to ruin my day and stewing about it all this time but thank you for making me feel stupid and small. Seriously, it may be pathetic but you hurt my feelings! I think it's wrong that you talk to people so rudely just because you are stressed or in a bad mood. I am stressed and on edge almost everytime I walk into a room your in and I still talk to you respectfully and I always try to be as pleasant to you as I can. But you don't always deserve it! You can be really nice and sweet and there are times when I go on about how much I like you but then you behave in a way that makes me forget why. Like now. God, when you make someone afraid to ask questions about the class they are in or afraid to make mistakes to the point where they literally feel like they are going to burst into tears that's when you know you are awesome. Seriously, well done. It's not fair and I don't deserve it and my patience and "sweetness"( it's a good thing I'm sweet you say. It's a bloody good thing or I would have flipped my lid and left your class long ago) is wearing pretty thin. I understand things must be really stressful for you and of course I don't want to add to that by making mistakes. But you know what, at the end of the day all I can do is my best and if that's not good enough for you well then I guess this is going to be a painful couple of days. It's not like I sit and try to make mistakes for fun. Believe me, the sooner I can get the hell out of your class the happier I will be. I know you're an adult and I am not and maybe that makes you feel like it's okay to patronize and talk to me in a rude way but I don't believe in that. I may be younger than you but I know how to keep my emotions in check, at least to the point where I am nice to everyone and you definitely don't. Tomorrow I am going to force myself to go into your class and I will be as nice to you as ever and you might be a raging cow or you might be nice to throw me off. Who knows. Because you are a ticking bloody time bomb. Still, I am not going to be rude to you because I am better than that and because at least one of us should behave like an adult.