Orgasm shoes

Marja-Leena you stink I can smell you from here. Take a shower now. You smell like feet.

Just kidding! I love you!  This man is the love of my life.

Yoga, I miss you

I haven't gone to yoga in two weeks. My heart hurts and my tush is sagging to the floor. Just kidding it's not. But I need yoga! GAHHHHHHHHHHH!

I love you Nerimon

You rock my socks right off.

Grad hair

I don't want my hair to be particularly fancy, that's not how I have always pictured myself at my graduation. My hair is naturally wavy but I want it to be more curly and kind of tousled and shinier. I want it to be pretty and styled but natural.
I was watching my favourite show ever, The Vampire Diaries, and I realized the way I want my hair to be for grad is exactly like Nina Dobrev's hair when she is playing Katherine Pierce.

You are really kind of cute. Why are you bad?  No. That was dumb. I had a momentary lapse in judgement.

I am a cheesy person who puts meaningful quotes on her blog. Whatever. I saw this today and it made me happy.

Gratefulness is the key to a happy life that we hold in our hands, because if we are not grateful, then no matter how much we have we will not be happy -- because we will always want to have something else or something more.
Brother David Steindl-Rast


Oh, and happy 14th birthday to my wonderful cousin Tristan. Who I know reads this :) I love you to infinite and beyond. xoxo

Ellen Kim is a freak of nature. And I like it.

One happy little camper

It's almost May long weekend, yes. yes. YES! I am so excited to go camping tomorrow it's a little bit ridiculous. I am going with an "intimate group of friends" :) They are all awesome and I am really glad that we all get to do something like this together before graduation. Because, let's face it people drift apart after high school. Fact of life, what can you do besides maniacally try to hang out with every person you've ever talked to after grad. I know I'll always be friends with my best friends and I hope I stay in touch with my other friends too. It's all so sad thinking about it. But oh well because we are all going camping tomorrow!!!! YAY! and it's also sunny today after virtually a effing month of nothing but rain! And I just saw the yellow lab puppy who's in training at my school. He helps children with disabilities and is a hero and I love that dog and he literally makes my day when I see him. So I am one happy little camper today. Although I hope Millie comes to school today because I miss her. And I hope she feels better :) <3

hot hot british actor

 yum

Stress

I didn't go to school today because I'm in Vancouver. I'm in Vancouver because my mom had to go to the hospital yesterday because her blood pressure was really high. It turns out she had a small little tear in her cartoid artery which sounds so terrible and really had me freaked out last night but she's going to be okay thank God and Jesus.She was discharged from the hospital last night and I'm just so glad she's okay and going to be fine! I love my mom so much and I'm just glad she's feeling better!

Mischa Barton and Chanel

Do you remember when Mischa Barton was on the O.C ( the best show ever. It totally went down hill after Marissa died. Ben Mckenzie=love) and she dressed super cute both on and off the show? Now she tends to dress like a crack addict but I love the fact that she does have a huge collection of Chanel bags, lucky ducky. Here are a few of her many Chanel bags.

My personal favorite the Chanel reissue 2.55 bag with charms.

My friends have got this covered:)

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I hate gradtrans. I just wrote my reflection for my cost of living project and I was feeling good because I thought it was finally done. Then I found my other reflection that I already did and I realized that I still have to find my furniture for my project. I realize my blog has turned from fashion to the chronicles of my tedious ass homework troubles but what can I say. A few more months and I will be at Kwantlen where I want to be, learning about what I am passionate about.
On another note.
I want this. 
 and this.
I should be doing my work. Ill go do that :)

So close

I have been doing homework all day today because I need to bump up my English by five percent to a B (HOW has it lowered to a C+?) but it's okay. I got accepted into the school of my choice and if I am honest I didn't think that it would happen but it did and I am so happy. I am just going to have some faith because I want it so much and being able to go to Kwantlen is so close that it has to happen!!! Another thing, is it just me or has American Idol seriously gone down hill?

I GOT INTO THE FASHION MARKETING PROGRAM  AT KWANTLEN!!! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE! THANK JESUS!!!! Seriously. Screw everything I said about taking a year off. I was talking crazy talk.

I'm still young

Dear Mom,

Thank you for everything you do for me, Josh and Dad. I feel truly blessed to have you as a mom. You are so selfless and warm and compassionate. You do everything you can to make me and those around you happy and I hope I make you happy too! I know I drive you crazy sometimes with my cheekiness but I think that that is just because you and I are carbon copies. I learned to be spunky and speak my mind from you and dad. It makes me happy when people say that I act and look like you. You are the most giving,nurturing,loving, beautiful person I know and I will be thrilled if when I am a mother, I am half as wonderful as you. I hope you had a wonderful mothers day mom because you deserve it. I know that I don't say it as often as I should but I am truly grateful that you are my mother. I couldn't ask for a better mom and a better role model. I remember when I was a little girl I used to be jealous of your preschool students because they would play with you all day and say that they loved you and I remember thinking "But that's MY mommy". I didn't want to share you! I love you so much mom. I love how silly you are and when you randomly burst into singing preschool songs. I love watching Little Women with you on Mayne Island drinking our tea. I love singing loudly along to "The Sound of Music" cassette tape in the car with you. I love all the times I spend with you! You're the best mom ever!  LOVE YOU MOM!!!! xoxo
Happy Mothers Day!

My favorite

The sexiest and most talented man to walk the planet ever.

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."- James Dean

Birdy- Skinny Love

I told you to be patient I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different kind
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

This song makes my heart hurt. But in a good way. I love when you find songs that really make you feel something and you listen to them over and over again. Oh and the girl who sings this is only 14. Crazy no?

"The world is a book and those who don't travel only read one page"

“When I was five years old, my Mom told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked what I wanted to be when I grew up, I wrote down “happy”. They told me I didn’t understand the assignment and I told them they didn’t understand life.”- John Lennon

I am so ready to graduate!

Three Tibi Dresses

Tibi printed shift dress at Neiman Marcus for $345. How cute is this? I think it's really cute. It's modern but kind of retro with the print. It has a 70's vibe with the pattern and the colours. I am so ready to wear these cute summery things. It's May! I mean for goodness sakes rain!

This is another Tibi shift dress for $297 and again, so 70's. I am thinking that was probably the inspiration for the spring collection. I love this. So cute, I love the colour scheme of this collection and I think shift dresses are so flattering.

I have a serious thing for maxi-dresses. They are so bohemian, flowy and flattering without revealing a lot of skin. They are perfect for hippie wannabe girls like me. I have one that I love and have never worn just because I haven't had an occasion to wear it but I am so wearing it this year. This one's very sunny I like. P.S it costs $583. Wouldn't it be nice to be rich?

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I should be doing french. But I'm not. Haaaa.

My friends

I love my friends so much and I can't say enough good things about them. My friends are like family to me :)

Millie- you are such an amazing beautiful, awesome, wonderful person! I love you so much, I don't tell you enough. That's a lie I tell you everyday, but still! You are so warm, and so compassionate. You see good in everyone and you are so smart, not just with school and grades, but you think outside the box. You think of things that others don't always think of. You are so talented and so funny and opinionated (in a good way). You are the strongest person I know.You dress so cute too with your vintage kind of quirky style. I love it! And you are truly beautiful inside and out.  You are such a great person! I love you so much! I know we will always be friends :) I love you tons. I can't wait for our roadtrip! Let's meet some cute boys who play the guitar and harmonica and maybe they will be irish or british. I can't even tell you how great you are! You have no idea how loved you are and how awesome. I know your sister is so proud of the wonderful person you are <3
Georgie- You make me smile! I have never met a sunnier, cuter, more loving person! You are probably one of the sweetest people I have ever met in my life. I would tell you anything and know that you wouldn't judge or think I am weird. You are so quirky in the best way! You are so beautiful too! I think you are amazing and you have such a big heart. I feel like you and I are always on the same page.:) I am so glad we became best friends! I hope you know how much I appreciate the fact that your my friend and I hope you know I love you tons! You are amazing and I hope you never doubt that! I know you will always be my friend. You are so awesome! Again, I can't tell you how awesome! You are compassionate and caring and you are like a ray of sunshine! :)
Mia- AHHH! My crazy spaztic friend ;) You are absolutely insane :) But in an awesome way! You are so motherly and caring :) I would tell you anything and I would feel better telling you because you are so warm and you are such a great friend. You are also absolutely beautiful and I know you wrote on your blog that you don't think you are but when I read that I was like how does she not know how beautiful she is? I was going to text you that but as usual my cell was lost and I forgot. Seriously, you don't see yourself clearly, you are amazing! You make me laugh so hard just by being your mental self! I know we will always be friends and that when I am older you guys will be bridesmaids at my wedding and aunts to my kids.:)I love you and am so glad we are best friends!
Sadie- I wish I got to see you more! But you are a really sweet, funny, very lovely person and I think that you should rebel a little more and hang out with us :) I love being a bad kid with you in Bio :) Let's be bad kids together? :) Just kidding! I love you lots even though we don't hang out very often but I think we should change that. You are sweet, beautiful and great. And you have very shiny hair. :)

2 months (ish) until we are free

Driving in the car with Millie was so fun! She got her first car ( round of applause!) and she was so excited and her mom was SO excited! Her mom cracks me up :). I am so excited for our roadtrip this summer. Oregon and then maaybe California? That's probably pushing it. I tend to get over excited and push it. But OH MY GOODNESS I AM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!! I cannot wait to graduate and just get out of my little suburban home town. I need to see and do things! But I am graduating so we will see where I go. I have never been the one to have a well laid out plan. My plans never work. I am more of a make it up as I go, go with the flow kind of gal. Maybe that's a bad thing? God, I am so tired of trying to be good though. Sometimes I get so tired because I feel like, especially with graduation coming up, I am constantly feeling like people ( and by people I mean teachers) are trying to make me make choices or make me into someone that I am not. I feel like everyone has been brainwashed into thinking that the only way to succeed in life and be happy is to go to a certain university ( SFU or UBC where I'm from) and then get a job, and work until you retire and that's it. I don't want to do that! I want to do something different. I always thought it was weird how everyone is trying to be happy but everyone is told to follow a similar path to happiness when everyone is so different. Can I just breathe? Can I just make it up as I go for a little while? Can I be seventeen and be irresponsible and choose the fun option instead of the tedious "right" option? Can I do stupid things and then laugh without feeling like I am stupid? Because if I don't do that now when will I ever be able to do that? I just want to graduate and figure some stuff out. That's my plan for after grad. I am going to hop in a car with Millie and figure some stuff out because I need to. I need to live a little and as cliche/flaky as it sounds I need to get to know myself a little better because how well can I know myself if I have lived in this little town my whole life? I have been on family trips but I feel like that's not the same. I am so ready for this summer!!

This is about fast food but whatever :) it's still true.